In the early days of my being a Christian, there were times when I became spiritually stirred and promised the Lord all kinds of things. I felt that I had received direction and purpose and I thought, "At last, I am on my way." The next thing I knew, I had fallen apart and all spiritual vision and inspiration disappeared. Then I picked myself up, shook off the dust, returned to the starting line and began again. This was repeated many times.
This pattern may also have taken place in your spiritual experience or it may be a present problem that you are seeking to overcome. Life is never easy. We all have our ups and downs. There have been times when I told the Lord, "I will never doubt You again." Soon I was saying, "Lord, where are You?"
Onward and Upward
It is time for us to grow out of these patterns and begin to move upward and onward without vacillation (hesitation or indecision). It is very important that the foundation upon which we stand is the Rock, our Lord Jesus Christ and that our life be hidden "in Christ." If our spiritual experience is resting on sand, that is, if we are trusting in our own abilities, we will fail when the pressures of life increase.
When difficulties affect us and we begin to lose our spiritual direction, if we will become quiet and look to the Lord, we will recognize that beneath our vacillations is a layer of spiritual strength and hope that had been deposited within us through our identification with Jesus in His death and resurrection, which was confirmed in the peace that came when He took up His abode within us.
We need only to realize that we are a new creation - that old things have passed away and our life is hidden in Jesus and that our strength comes from Him. With David, we can say, "The Lord is my light and my salvation" (Psalm 27:1a). If we will meditate on the past victories that we gained by placing our lives in His hands, this will become personally real to us.
Paul said, "I press toward the mark" (Philippians 3:14). This "mark" is the finished work of Jesus upon the Cross in our behalf. The Lord looks through our vacillations to see if there is within us a deep inner determination to press through to the place where our responses no longer emerge from our Adamic nature, but from the new creation that we have become.
Most of us have a settled "knowing" that we have gone too far in our spiritual experience to go back and that at any price, we have no choice but to press upward and onward. Once we realize that we have gone beyond the "point of no-return," we can only say, "Lord, for better or for worse, my life is Yours." The Lord is pleased with this, for He said, "Blessed are the poor in spirit" (Matthew 5:3). That is, "Blessed are those who have come to the end of themselves and of their own abilities."
We are called to be "overcomers." However, we cannot overcome unless we have something to overcome. Thus, when one of these "spiritual lows" hits us, we have a choice opportunity to deny our feelings, refuse to feel sorry for ourselves, and rise above our circumstances as an overcomer.
"Overcoming" is not seeking to defeat the enemy in our own strength, but rather to recognize that our Adamic nature is dead and buried and that we are a new creation in Christ, empowered by the Holy Spirit. Then we enter into His life and overcome in His strength.
The varied struggles that each of us face are very real. However, it is not the "struggle" that is important, but rather the way we view and respond to it. We live in a worldly environment where all sorts of things war against us and many times it seems that there is more against us than for us. This gives us ample opportunity to either feel sorry for ourselves and fall into despair or to rise above these things and meet our Lord, as an overcomer.
Breaking Out of the Mold
There is a desire in the heart of the Lord for those who will stand on the bedrock of the full redemption that He accomplished in their behalf and trust in His faithfulness alone. This requires of us a breaking out of the mold of our past insecurities and an entering into the security of being seated with Him in His Throne at the right hand of all power and authority.
Here, as we rest in His victory, the Holy Spirit who brought Jesus forth from what appeared to be a total defeat, will also lift us from our place of discouragement and vacillation into an overcoming victory in His presence.
Have you ever felt when others are entering in or being blessed that "this" is for everyone but me? Each of us desires to be wanted, appreciated and understood as this is built within our makeup. Since we were created in His likeness, this desire is also in the One who created us. Thus, the Lord desires that we come to Him alone in trust and appreciation for His redemption in our behalf. These vacillations in our faith can rob us of our being able to give this satisfaction to our Lord.
If we will hold the potential that rests within us, in relation to our new creation life, before the Lord in simple childlike trust, we will be enabled to rise above the limitations that we place upon ourselves and will enter into all that He has made available for us.
Now, we can walk in confidence with Him.
Wade Taylor
Wade Taylor Ministries
Email: wade@wadetaylor.org
Website: www.wadetaylor.org
About Wade Taylor: Wade has been serving others as a teacher and spiritual father for over 50 years. He is respected and loved by many for his quality of spirit and walk with his Lord. He is an anointed author, bringing forth deep truths of the Spirit with a clarity and simplicity that draws the reader up into a closer walk with the Lord Jesus Christ.
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